Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Home

I'll be flying home in exactly one month. Finally. I haven't been home since July 2005. I haven't held my mom in my arms for one year and a half. I haven't hugged my brother for an eternity. I can't wait to party with my friends, walk down familiar streets, hear french everywhere, go for a drink with my girlfriends and confide each other our secrets into the wee hours of the morning.

Berlin has developped into home, but well.... just home away from home. I have friends here, I have a social life, a job, my studies, my bf, but... I dunno, I guess home just always stays home, you know what I mean?

The worst thing is, I know I'll probably miss Berlin while I'm over there... AH, the story of my life: always torn between two, always missing one part, always feeling bad for making some side sad/angry. AM I the only one seeing a pattern here?

4 comments:

Rat In A Cage said...

The grass is always greener. I will like you less when you're speaking French so hurry back to Germany.

Loops O'Fury said...

You lucky thing. One of my goals in life is to spend some time living in Europe.

Rat In A Cage said...

Loops is hot.

Anonymous said...

so how is it at home?