Freak

Okay, I admit it, I am a total freak. Why, you ask? well, I always think I've done something wrong. I'll always replay my whole day in my head before falling asleep, trying to see if I made a mistake at work, if I said something stupid at the uni... When I get a message on my answering machine, I often analyse the tone of voice, trying to see if the person seemed pissed off at me and trying to hide it or not. Before I call the person back, I run our latest conversation in my head to try and see if I could have said something wrong or offensive...

Yes, I'm that bad...

Sometimes I just feel very very very little.

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The bf's parents where in Berlin over the week. They came over for dinner last night, and it was a big deal for me, because I really want them to like me. I cleaned the appartment spotless and made for dinner grilled salmon in a white wine cream saffron sauce with schallots and lime, rice, and a fresh salad to go with it. I think they liked it. Well, I'm happy it's over cause I was a nervous wreck the last three days.

Today I am starting a Kayak class, every sunday from 3pm tp 7pm. I'm excited about it, but right now the weather is not so good (13 degrees C and rain). But whatever, I'm canadian, I can take it.

The Bunny Tee

One slight technical problem: people can't read the bottom line because my boobs are too big. Oh well.

HELLO?????

My Bunny Tee is here! Yay! I'll have to model it for you guys and post it here.

On friday I will be hosting a little evening here, and I CAN'T WAIT!

I love playing hostess. in my new BUNNY TEE.

other than that, I'm tired as hell,been sleeping waaay too much, have been running to the doctor, giving a blood sample, will have the results on friday. Cross your fingers, cause I might have mononucleosis! My left knee is completely fucked up, I have a hard time walking around and am going to the orthopedist next week for that.

Is it just me or do I sound like I'm 93 years old?

Shamelessly copied from John

I am SO getting a t-shirt made with this picture on it!

Everything happens for a reason...

Well, I'm happy my flight booking didn't work! I just learned from the university that classes are starting on the 8th of january, not onthe 2nd, which means I'll be able to stay in Montreal one week longer over Christmas!

I'm in a really weird phase here now, because I'm really happy with my friends and all, and at the same time, I'm feeling really homesick, and miss my friends from home horribly.

Okay, so here's the plan: I will win the lottery, become insanely rich, buy an island somewhere and build a mansion on it, and ask all of my friends and their friends and family to move in with me in my mansion. Then we'll spend the whole day playing in the ocean, swimming with dolphins, getting a tan and drinking mojitos.

Who's with me on this one??